Unwelcomed,
unnoticed, unknown,
Too
old and too odd to be drunk with, by far;
So
he glides to the end where the lunch baskets are
And
they say that he tipples alone.
His
frockcoat is green and the nap is no more,
And
his hat is not quite at its best;
He
wears the peaked collar our grandfathers wore,
The
black-ribbon tie that was legal of yore,
And
the coat buttoned over his breast.
When first he came in, for a moment I thought
That
my vision or wits were astray;
For
a picture and page out of Dickens he brought---
‘Twas
an old file dropped in from the Chancery Court
To
the wine-vault just over the way.
But
I dreamed, as he tasted his “bitter” to-night
And
the lights in the bar-room grew dim,
That
the shades of the friends of that other day’s light,
And
of girls that were bright in our grandfathers” sight,
Lifted
shadowy glasses to him.
Then
I opened the door, and the old man passed out,
With
his short, shuffling step and bowed head;
And
I sighed; for I felt, as I turned me about,
An
odd sense of respect---born of whisky no doubt---
For
the life that was fifty years dead.
And I thought---there are times when our memory trends
Through
the future, as ‘twere on its own---
That
I, out-of-date ere my pilgrimage ends,
In
a new-fashioned bar to dead loves and dead friends
Might
drink, like the old man, alone.
Henry Lawson, 1867 - 1922
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